You can’t love ALL the books you read. It’s not possible. Even when it is your favorite author. I kinda hate myself for writing this, but i want to be honest. So… i’m sorry in advance for the things i will write in this post. Garrett Leigh is one of my all time favorite authors. I love so many of her books, but her newest book ”Cash”... was a miss for me. I will try to explain why. Of course there were some things that i liked and i will write about them too.
Cash is a car mechanic who is keeping a secret about his past. He also shares a house with Lucky and is his friend. One night, in a bar he meets Rae who is a hunt saboteur. They hook up and thy think that they will never meet again. Wrong. Few months later Rae ends up on Cash’s doorstep for a different reason. They are united by a cause which broke Cash in past. When Rae is in 100% in sabing and willing to die doing it but Cash has build himself a new life and isn’t jumping back into that life, is there any future for them?
First of all, i needed to google what is sabing and fox hunt because in my country – no one is doing that. There are regular hunt in season and hunters who do that, but not that kind of hunt and no one is trying to saboteur anything. As fas as i know(i’m not a hunter or any way related to that). But as i understood, fox hunt is a big problem in UK. So, author has chosen, as always, serious and real problem.
This book has more action scenes than in other Garrett Leigh books. I was okay with that for a while. But then, at one point i felt like all the focus on hunt, preparing for sabing and stuff, takes away from the main couple and chances for them to build any connection which is not related to lust or again, sabing. I missed them just being… them. Building connection, communicating and just spending time together. I did not need love story with sunset and beaches for 50 pages, but i wanted more relationship building(i think i’m just used to it, because in other Garrett Leigh books characters really spend time together and build that relationship and i as a reader can feel that it’s not just lust anymore) and less forest, mud and hunt. So at the end… i still got that feeling, that in this relationship sabing is first and then love. That’s why i loved Lucky and Dom as a couple more in this book than the real main couple. They were written well in their own book and continued to be great couple in the background in this book.
I think my biggest problem with this book was that i couldn’t connect with characters. And that was mainly because i just did not understand them. Am i pro fox hunt? No. Dear God, no. But would i give up my normal life in a comfy house, with food, job and everything, to live in the middle of some forest, in a car, without warm water and normal food but willing to die for a fox? Also no. I get activism and protests and wanting hunt to end, but this in my mind went past that line between activism and… something else, and when Rae was basically ready to die for one fox… i did not get it. In my mind it went kinda into ”really???” box. Maybe i’m just egoist. So this is not a case where the book itself is bad. No. This is the case where i just didn’t connect with characters and their logic and that is why i did not get emotionally involved(like i was in other books in past). I’m sorry.
But the good thing was, as i said – i loved Dom and Lucky. I already liked their original story in ”Lucky”, but here… i was so happy to meet them again. I really like their relationship. And i liked Cash. He was a good guy, who was hurt in past. I liked his friendship with Lucky and Dom. Unfortunately with Rae… i loved the name and the looks but that was basically all. I did not like his vibe, i did not connect with his logic and at one point i really did not like that pushy vibe and attitude he had towards Cash, when Cash was not immediately jumping back into sabing. Like when Cash said that he will help with resources and things but will not get into that lifestyle himself, Rae didn’t even care about the reasons why(or that Cash even has reasons why), he just reacted with bad attitude. And at the end Cash was the one who… ended up where he ended up. I was upset about it.
And i feel so bad writing this, because… it’s Garrett Leigh. I love her books and her characters. I think from all her books i’ve read in past, i did not connect with only three. But most of her books i love and one of them is haunting me(i got too emotional reading that one and year later i still remember it… still hurts to think about it). But i have to be honest. This was simply not for me. But i saw that other people really loved this book, so it is just me. Book itself is not bad. It touches an existing problem in UK to which even laws can’t destroy(and that is horrible) and writing style is good. So, if you don’t mind action and fighting for a cause and you don’t necessary need the focus to be on love story, check this out. It is different from her other books.